I OD'd

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My personality has a flaw in it.
Well, several, but we're just going to hit one today.
When I like something, I like it to death.
I can't get it out of my head, or my stomach, depending on what we're talking about.

 
I could eat the same food for months.
And I do sometimes.
I just can't get enough!
Until I've had enough.
And then I'm done.

 
I'm eating something right now that I just realized I'm at the end of.
Palmiers from Trader Joes.
They are like little pastry rolls with parmesan and herbs in them.
Absolutely delcious! But they don't hit the spot anymore.

 
I've done this with so many things:
  • Sugar cookies from Perkins
  • Mrs. Smith's Apple Pie
  • Pearson's thin mints (frozen)
  • Doritos (several times but I keep going back to them)
  • Smooth and Melty Mints
  • Sublime Ice Cream Sandwiches from Trader Joes (at 440 cal. a pop, it's a good thing I'm over them!)
  • Chocolate Covered Pretzels
  • Almond Steamers from Dunn Brothers
  • Hunters Sausage from Louie's
  • Olive pimento cream cheese
  • Salami Sandwiches from Kozy's (Salami, cheese, green olives, toasted to perfection...might be time to try that one again!)

 
I'm sure the list could go on and on.
Those are just the things I can come up with right now.
The good of it is that I will eventually get over it.
The bad is that I will eat it and eat it and eat it before that happens...

Comments

  1. AnonymousMarch 12, 2011 at 10:32 AM

    dont forget the 300 count bags of strawberry tootsie rolls from Stockmans Farm Supply.

    Tember, you those DJ's that play that awesome new song over and over again? Well, you killed tater tot hotdish. R.I.P tater tot hotdish.

    Love you!

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